all of my recent attempts to have a fun night out have failedddd
well okay last night was super fun! and i had a few nights out that were fun but they all ended for me before last trainn :c
No one is more excited about Batgirl’s new costume than Kara.
Stocking’s Outfits (3/3)
Tsukini Kawatte, Oshioki yo!
Oops dyed my hair too vivid;;
okay well ignoring the fact that i was making a joke .
my last three boyfriends and the guy im currently dating, and the guys who approach me, and the students at my school who also show interest wil say otherwise.
my popularity at school became a running joke throught my year at uni “shani’s fan club”
people like people their attracted to..
black women have horrible stereotypes and if theres one thing jp people like its stereotypes.
but once they meet a real person and see that real black women are diverse and beautiful in many different ways they realize the image they have in their heads is false, and become more openminded.
this works in both ways, i know guys who are obsessed with the idea of black women that get dissapointed when they meet me, or others cause i dont fit the stereotype.
other races have a great stereotype, a good image in japan and other places. but not all people live up to this image, and some people are blinded by the image. it s a real thing “white blindness” and i mean, if somoenes proud of it… thats great…. i guess????
at the end of the day most guys will say whatever you want to hear ive had guys come to me and say “no way, im not into your friend i like tall girls with dark skin, and they tell my friend “no way i like short girls with light skin” the same guy will say this the same night! like me and my friend wont talk to each other.
at the end of the day, we all lose to jp girls i jp guys eyes anyways. w
so fuck it, who cares, i dont care what the majority of people think, im not trying to date the whole world i want a special relationship.with one person.
that being said, i feel pretty popular here and at home. so~~~ and ,y friends do too.